Days roll into weeks, weeks into months and months into years, all too fast. Here's wishing that you get to relish every second of it in the coming year and always. A very happy and prosperous 2009 to one and all.
A child-like excitement envelopes me at this time of the year. Last year, I had two to three pages of resolutions made, a minuscule of which I accomplished this year. I am fairly sure I will improvise on those resolutions and have a whole new list pasted on my wardrobe as a daily reminder for 2009. Think of this exercise as an annual clean up of my mental clutter.
Thatha's passing away was my brush with death of a loved one. Life did not come to a standstill, even on the day that he passed away. But there are random times that I think of him, and the realization that he is not there any more feels like a fresh wound. I managed to find a letter he wrote to me that began in his classic opening style, “Invoking the blessings of Sri Rama..”. That was so him. It put a smile on my face, and I know I will reach out for that letter in the years to come. My way of coping up with his physical absence.
Professionally, I made decent progress this year, and there are miles to cross in the years to come. It's an exciting time to be working for a company that predicts bankruptcies. I do hope for all our good that the automotive manufacturers, the retailers, and other market participants come out of the gloom and doom sooner than later.
Parenting got a tad challenging with the kiddie bombarding questions on topics, all and sundry. Why is my skin brown and M's white? Why do only old people die? What is voice message? What do you mean by fascination? Atul teaches me to be silly, to giggle and to live in the moment. As I explain things to him, I get in touch with some of life's fundamental truths. He challenges me to be honest, reasonable and fair.
2008 has been a mixed year for me with its share of ups and downs. More than ever, this year taught me to count my blessings, and cherish my treasures. That there is a big difference between letting go and giving up. That the human mind is more powerful than the human body. That life is seldom black and white, and sometimes the only things in your control are your efforts, attitude and faith. Sometimes all that is left is to persevere.
P.S.: 2007 and 2006 round up here and here respectively.
- Mood:accomplished
Here's wishing you all Happy Holidays! Hope the New Year brings you much joy, peace of mind and pinkest of health.
- Mood:
hopeful
